Dancing Into The New Year
I couldn’t let 2018 get away without writing one final blog post. This past year has been, without a doubt, one of the most transformational years for me. Since our infertility journey began nine years ago, it’s impacted every area of my life. Involuntary childlessness affects relationships with friends, family, and most of all, your emotional and physical well-being. 2018 was the year I got curious about my emotions and stepped into a new chapter. It was time for me to face my grief and do the difficult work. I wrestled, I rumbled, I cried, but I kept going. I wrote and wrote and wrote some more. I poured out my heart— all the million broken pieces, and surrendered to the process. The process hurt. Just like it did when I heard the words, “I’m sorry, there’s no heartbeat.” But I had to go there. I had to revisit the pain in order to heal. It sucked, but I did it again and again and again. All the tools I needed came to me at …